My names Engin, Im known as Enzie by most apart from school friends & family. I just turned 21, I live in London, England. My hobbies are gaming, occasional blogging, writing and producing music, having fun with friends over here as well as across the world.

Places you can find me:
www.omgpop.com/#/profile/Enzie
enzie.neversaysdie.com
http://www.formspring.me/Enzie
Facebook name: Enzie Pop

22nd February 2010

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A good start for Enzie :)

So today was the first day in a very long time I started picking myself up evaluating my life and the little errors I have made in the past, to finally sort them out or evaluate them enough so I can have a good and clear understanding of what needs to be done within the next two months.

The three main things that many people around my age, some younger some older. but universally all people worry about, Work/Job, Money and education (in my case and many other young people).

Ive been pretty absent and in denial within these 3 departments, although today i planned out and researched through friends who are all currently working to give me a heads up on what places around the city are recruiting, as well as places that will be recruiting between today and in two months time, rather than heading straight to a job centre without this knowledge i always feel slightly nooby and finding a job, but i did my work homework and considered the type of job I can see myself tending to in the short term basis and i am hoping to start approaching a few of these places within this week.

The second part was money, now money has never been a real issue for me so far, even with little money to expend i have always gone around to bieng able to adapt with what i have and still keep well nourished or happy. but guess what, a miracle happened today. I WON THE LOTTERY!! (im joking). BUT considering the little money ive had for a while, this could be considered a lottery for me. My mum told me today i have a savings account which has been untouched since i was young accumilating money over the years, this money has come at the perfect time because i have a few minor debts to pay off and although minor debts aren’t that big of a deal, i personally despise bieng in debt no matter what the price, i could owe somebody 5 pounds / 5 dollars and i would still worry about it, thats just me. Since I left my course in university this money shall be used wisely until I can get myself that job & begin a new course after the summer. (y)

Education wise is self explanatory, im not studying this year and in fact i dont regret it, its given me time to evaluate myself and what i want to do, ive never been 100% motivated to study ever, but i think this long break has made me realise how much i really do enjoy and need it.

Most people dont know the whole situation but this is a sum up of how good the day has been and how much i am looking forward to how i move from here.

On the down side, i just finished my last kiwi, and yes i spooned it JUST so i could say to you guys, OI I SPOONED THE KIWI AND WHAT. what i dont understand from that night is why the fuck did i say “its brown and hairy like an unshaven vag” x_____x but fair enough i was WASTED.

Work/Money/Education/Love wise, i think i am very satisfied & happy at how things are moving and where it is currently at which gives me a feeling i havent gotten in a very long time.

I have to thank a handful of people for this :) (no names mentioned innit)

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